Hey. i was in missouri this weekend. pretty fun stuff. me and all my cousins were down there. we went to the cardinals game, a graduation party, the arch, and to see madagascar shich is definately the best movie ever. funniest shit ive ever seen. it was really hott over there. definately bikini weather! hell yea. school tomorro kids...yay..actually it wont be too bad. its the last full week. then let summer begin!! cant wait for htose crazy summer times!! i have to get me a centenial beach pass real soon. well sorry this is a terrible update for you guys. ill give you all a good one tomorro. dont cry. i kno your disappointed but it will be okay. haha jk. i love you all!

<3 amanda

 Hey beautifuls. todays friday! hell yes. summer is just around the corner. definately cant wait. one long party!!! oh man im too exicted. well today was a soo much better than the past few days. nothing went wrong which was amazing. acted pretty crazy with my girl maggie once again but what can i say. we some silly lil kids. i had like 5 tests today. they went pretty well i think. we'll see on tuesday how i really did. ahhh finals are commin. that sucks. i have like 4 packets i have to do. at least im done with our Ct though. that was so dumb. anyways..im pretty happy today cos since yesturday me and that special someone are talkin. i can teven explain how much it sucked when we werent talking with each other. now everyhting seems to be just like it was. we always have a fun time when were together. the bus ride today was once again a hilarious one. me and my crew sat in the bak today haha we were screamin boobs and other inappropriate things you lil children shouldnt hear haha jk and then all the guys turned around real fast and were like where. it was funny as hell. well im leaving for missouri tomorro. yes ei kno i told you all indiana but i lied. sorry guys. i got confused. it should be fun thou. were going to a baseball game and a graduation party. mel and kelsey i'll see oyu kids there! oh yea i'll get to go swimming in the hotel. hell yea! im actually tan now so mayb the suit wont look to bad? well i love you all.
 Amanda

 Hey beautifuls. Once again the day was great till after lunch. whats up with that? i have no idea. lately i've been actin all weird and im tryin to figure out why but i just dont kno. i kno part of it was cos of a guy but ya kno what? guys suck! i thought i was actually starting to like him but oh well. i'll just have to wait for the rite one to come along. the next thing thats really making me mad lately is people keep sayin stuff to me. its like their tryin to make me feel bad about myself. i kno you guys read in my last entry that someone called me fat. well now people are seriously like finding other things to say now too. they talk bout my clothes, personality just anyhting they can think of i guess. i dont know whats up with this. i didnt do anyhting wrong. i dont know if their just joking and im taking it the wrong way or waht. i hate it thou and i wish everyone would jus keep all the bad stuff they want to say inside of them cos it only hurts people. oh yea so today after the bus someone (i dont feel like mentioning who) was trying to figure out what was wrong cos they knew i wasnt have a good idea. i said nothing and then basically started walking bak to my house as i started to cry. this it so retaarded! whats goin on with me? what happened to me today is exactley like this quote i found..you asked me what was wrong and i said "nothing" then you turned around and a tear came down as i whispered everything.  aww. well i guess that bout it. mayb things will change soon?
 heartbroken x3 amanda